I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas!
We are coming up on a new year now and my Christmas wish is for everyone to have love, good health, happiness and lots of platelets in 2013!
What is your Christmas wish?
Comment below and let us know. If you do not have a google account, you can comment as anonymous. Thank you everyone for supporting our ITP blog and remember you are more than welcome to send a guest post any time you want!
Please share your Christmas wish....
ITP does not discrimate when it strikes its next victim. It affects the young and old, rich and poor all over the world. Dealing with this blood disorder is no easy task. The fear and frustration of not knowing where the roller coaster will take us next can be daunting.
This blog is for ITPers to express thoughts, feelings and lessons learned during their ride. Send your post to greta799@yahoo.com. We want to hear from you.
This blog is for ITPers to express thoughts, feelings and lessons learned during their ride. Send your post to greta799@yahoo.com. We want to hear from you.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Friday, December 14, 2012
This week's question is again stolen...er....borrowed from one of the ITP groups I am in.
We often discuss all the negative aspects of having a chronic disease but developing a positive attitude can be beneficial to our mental, psychological and physical health.
Today, I would like for everyone to list the positives of having ITP.
Some of the responses in the support group were:
-- If I get Lupus, cancer or any other medical condition, it will be diagnosed earlier.
-- I have met some wonderful people through medical services.
-- Strengthen faith.
-- Make me slow down and take care of my health.
-- I've learned to live life to the fullest since I can't change things.
What are your thoughts? Has anything positive come out of having ITP. Please leave a comment. If you do not have a Google account, use the drop down box and use "Anonymous".
We often discuss all the negative aspects of having a chronic disease but developing a positive attitude can be beneficial to our mental, psychological and physical health.
Today, I would like for everyone to list the positives of having ITP.
Some of the responses in the support group were:
-- If I get Lupus, cancer or any other medical condition, it will be diagnosed earlier.
-- I have met some wonderful people through medical services.
-- Strengthen faith.
-- Make me slow down and take care of my health.
-- I've learned to live life to the fullest since I can't change things.
What are your thoughts? Has anything positive come out of having ITP. Please leave a comment. If you do not have a Google account, use the drop down box and use "Anonymous".
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Ros Bryan came up with our question for this week. She posted this in one of the ITP support groups on Facebook and got some very interesting responses...
When you see your doc/specialist, do you listen to them
and let them make the call or do you have ideas of your own, that you want followed, (so
long as it is of no danger). Opinions anyone???
Here are some of the replies she received:
1. Keep
that up! and be bossy. Polite but not reverent. Being your own advocate is the
most important thing to be, you are the boss of you, ITP or not. And if your
doctor doesn't like it, they can kiss your behind. Personally, I always come
with a list of questions, observations about my symptoms, and when he
recommends a medication I tell him not prescribe it until I get all of the
information about it and then I'll approve it. I learned my lesson the hard way
by taking prednisone without looking it up first. My innocence was gone fast!
My doctor LOVES it. his nurses hate it because it's quicker
for them to just prescribe it, but they can kiss my @ss too!
2. At the start I used to listen because I was
scared and knew nothing ..lol..In saying that I haven't been to my hemo in
nearly a year! If my count is ever low enough for treatment, I
will not be taken pred! so she can think of something else..other than that! I just listen..and agree and leave ..But I have no problem in asking..WHY is this
what your giving me ..etc etc.
3.We are
all guinea pigs. Most of our doctors don't have more than a few ITP patients
and they are all different, respond to different meds, are symptomatic at
different levels. Mostly I think it is a cooperative effort. The doctor has
ideas. I have ideas. When necessary, we come up with a new plan.
4. I agree wholeheartedly that's
it's a cooperative effort and input should come from both sides. You're both
working together for a common solution that will enhance your quality of life.
You're paying for medical knowledge and advice, and in order for that advice to
be effective in your specific situation, the doctor needs to have your input
5. I am feeling like I need to be more bossy now. I
just listen to the dr and do whatever she says. But now she is sending me to
the neuro because of the fatigue. And I have already been there for it last
time and they did an emg and there is nothing wrong. We thought it was just
from the pred but now I have been off it since January. My count from Thursday
is 53K. At this point she is just waiting for it to bottom out before I even go
back to see her.
What do you think...Do you let the doctor make all the decisions or do you voice your ideas and suggestions? If so does you doctor listen?
Please leave a comment below and let us know what you think...
Please leave a comment below and let us know what you think...
Thursday, November 15, 2012
What Do You Think II
Anthony Heard came up with our ITP question of the week...
Despite what your doctor or specialist
may have said WHAT DO YOU THINK MAY HAVE BEEN THE CAUSE OF YOUR ITP, WHAT DO
YOU THINK MAY HAVE TRIGGERED IT ?
Anthony commented, "I would just be interested to hear
what other ITP folk think. I have my own theory about why my ITP started but my
specialist says no. For the record I think my ITP started as a reaction I
believe my immune system had to a bereavement (that is what I think but who
knows, it's as good a theory as any). Would be interested to hear what other
folk think.
Give us your thoughts by leaving a comment about this question.
Greta Burroughs
I think mine was triggered by stress. My parents were both undergoing chemotherapy and I lived too far away to help them. At the same time, my husband had three stents implanted around his heart resulting in his aviation career coming to an end. I was worried sick, hyper and lost a bunch of weight. After a year of self-induced stress, I was diagnosed with ITP.
How about you? What do you think triggered your ITP?
Friday, November 9, 2012
TO I.T.P. AND BEYOND
Ros and her daughter Calley in Perth. |
Hi
everyone, you are about to get a warts and all story from me, in fact, honestly
I don’t even know if now is a good time to write it. For all of you that have ITP, or know someone
with it, you will know it can be a default line in your life. Right now for
some reason, probably because it’s coming up to the one year anniversary, of
the most dreadful time of my life, I’m going through a really big downer. This
is where living in Australia, is not ideal, lol, because right now I’d kill for
a hug from one of my ITP friends.
My
story began maybe late Oct, early Nov 2011, I noticed I had a rash on my stomach. Being the laid back person I am, I didn't really care. I figured it
may be washing powder, fleas from our animal’s, heat rash, there was a million
things I put it down to. I did promise myself next time I went to the doctor I
would ask. Meanwhile I was also spitting up and blowing blood from my nose,
lol, still it didn't bother me. A couple
of weeks later when I did see the Doc, he immediately gave me a referral to a
lung specialist, thinking maybe I had lung cancer. I forgot about a rash, until I was on the way
out, so I then ran back in to show him, he put it down to viral. So I was none
the wiser, lung cancer did concern me, but not overly.
A
couple of days later, the rash appeared on the back of my hands, this did freak
me out. I decided to go to Mum’s doc, to get a second opinion. He immediately
sent me for a blood test. This all happened on a Friday, since I had not seen
him for goodness knows how long, he didn't have my contact details. Being a Friday night about 7 pm we were just
about to walk out the door to my daughter’s netball. I had a phone call from my
Mum, the doc had contacted her, because he couldn't get me, to tell me to get
to hospital immediately, I only had 2000 platelets. I remember telling her sure, I’ll go after
netball, that’s when mum had to relay the message if I didn't get there
immediately I may die, oh yeah, and don’t fall over or bump your head on the
way!!
I think my legs gave out from under me, and my head certainly spun, as I
was hysterically crying so much I couldn't see. My son took my daughter to
netball, and myself, my hubby, and Mum went to hospital. I knew it must've been bad, no doc, ever
rings at 7 pm over here. A little detail
I do remember is the nurse shoving, and I mean shoving a canula in, while
coughing all over me, I was a bit calmer by then, but besides babies, I had never been in hospital
before, and I was certainly not staying there this time!! LOL, or so I thought. After me giving them a lecture about how I was going home, so hurry up and fix
me, the Doc, had to tell me if I walked out that door now I would die (one of
my greatest fears), so rest assured I wasn't going anywhere, Mum was with me,
trying to small talk, gee, I was horrid, telling her to shut up etc. I was in
over night before meeting a Hemo the next day, who told me I needed a
transfusion because I had ITP. After asking questions, I still had no idea what
it was. That day over 6 hours I had a hemoglobin transfusion, (I think, see I
still don’t know)!!! My platelets came up very slowly and I was released about
5 days later, with 2700 platelets, and a 2 page brochure, about the blood
disorder. One page, was actually pictures, that’s how well informed I was!!! I
was a nightmare for my hubby, poor thing.
I
had to go back for an outpatient 2 weeks later. I was on 130 mg of steroids so
my platelets had gone up. I also not wanting to whinge mentioned to my doc that
my arm I had the transfusion in was
still really sore, probably nothing, and I wasn't worried. She insisted on getting
it checked, but forgot to give me a form for an ultrasound. Meh, I didn't care,
I was sure it was nothing, but she posted one out, and told me to go. For that
I went to a different closer hospital. Of course I had a blood clot in my arm,
superficial, so it should be okay but it seemed every time I went to hospital I
was taken into an emergency room and given more bad news, and was booked in too
see a doctor there. That’s where the memory of the Nurse came back to me. I
reported that to the doctor, I have never seen one so angry. Well I didn't make it
because the blood clot had moved to my lungs. A PE man, I couldn't catch a
break.
You know when you go to a public hosp and report in, and they chuck you
on a bed and rip off your clothing, that something is really wrong!! So I had
to stay in the hospital for a couple of nights observation, as the Cat Scan had
shown a lesion on my lungs. They had to be wary in case it was cancer!! I was a
freaking mess, by this time. Home from hospital though, cry enough and they’ll let
you go!! They started me on a needle called Clexane, a Warfarin type drug, but couldn't actually give me warfarin itself in case I needed a biopsy, and of
course I would probably bleed out. So for about 6 weeks I was on needles given by
nurses at home 2 times a day, a great service we are blessed with. I couldn't sleep
in my bed, I was frightened to moved off the lounge, I love my daughter with
all my heart, but didn't want her cuddles, I had just lost the plot!!
Anyway,
now I can cut it short, the lesion came down in size with every fortnightly cat
scan, so they were confident it was only a clot, not the dreaded “C” word. However my doc, told me he would continue to pray for me, man that totally
freaked me out. I couldn't at the time see it as a nice gesture to me. It meant
I had to be dying.
Eventually
after 6 months I am off the warfarin, however I still have to have another cat
scan, that I am putting off until I go back to the hemo on Nov 12, so I will arrange
it then. I am being weaned off steroids, I think this is my 3rd time. Of course, then I crash and go back on them. Thanks to all you out
there, I am aware of different meds and treatments. Short term I have had no trouble with steroids, except extra sweating,
and not being able to see 3 feet in front of me. I was told by my Hemo that
steroids cause a thin watery lining over your pupils and basically seeing is
really hard, and it is. I do know from previous experience it will go away though.
I'm certainly going to inquire about the other drugs and treatments though, I think
steroids is just the easy option. He must dread me coming, with my list of
questions, that makes me sound really clever and knowledgeable. Of course they are
just stolen from all of you, but it keeps him on his toes. I do share care
with my doctor though, because mine is fairly standard !! I’m hoping this time will
be THE time, that it works, and ITP just disappears, I really don’t want it
anymore.
One
thing that I do know for absolute certainty, that without my ITP GROUP, that I
accidentally found, I would be nowhere. Further, I have gained so much knowledge,
love in abundance, and friends that will last forever. I'd love to name
you, but you know who you are!!! My hope
is to start something like this in Australia. Without my group, I wouldn't have had the confidence or support I need to be even able to think that. I don’t have a rash, I don’t bruise, I just
don’t have platelets, so I guess really it doesn't or shouldn't effect my life the way I let it. I don’t all the
time, just sometimes like now!!
Somewhere in between this, we have moved state
for my husbands job, I know absolutely no one in our new State, but it’s kinda
cool. I don’t have to meet someone and say, "Hi I’m Ros, and I have ITP." I have
3 children and one has gone back to our old state, because he is at the end of
schooling and the curriculum is just too different between states. He is happy
and living with my parent’s. I try to tell myself its just like boarding
school, but just thinking about him not being here makes me cry, I need him,
lol. My hubby has been fab, taking me to my appointments etc, but truthfully I think he
may be sick of hearing about it. I think
maybe I am suffering a little from PTSD, maybe, but I will cruise through it,(reading what I've just written, I guess I'm entitled though). Well that is
my plan, but I'm not silly. I will get help if I need it. Like I mentioned
earlier though, I really would give my right teeth, to have a hug and cuddle with
Greta right now. xxx
Ros, here's a big hug from me and all the other ITPers reading your story. Thanks for sharing!!
Friday, November 2, 2012
What Do You Think?
For the past several months, we have had posts written by ITPers telling his/her experiences with ITP.
This week is going to be different....
Below is a question that I'd like to have everyone comment on. Just click the comment icon and tell us what you think.
How does ITP affect your relationships with your family and friends? Have you discovered that some of the people in your life have "disappeared" or have they been supportive and try to understand?
Do you have a question you want addressed? Please leave it in the comments. Thanks for supporting our blog!
This week is going to be different....
Below is a question that I'd like to have everyone comment on. Just click the comment icon and tell us what you think.
How does ITP affect your relationships with your family and friends? Have you discovered that some of the people in your life have "disappeared" or have they been supportive and try to understand?
Do you have a question you want addressed? Please leave it in the comments. Thanks for supporting our blog!
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Peace, love, and high plates!
Jay Jacinto has been through the mill yet he retains a wonderful sense of humor that makes him a joy to interact with.
Jay and his wife, Karen have had their share of ups and down with medical issues but always come out on top with a positive attitude and a willingness to help others.
Karen has started a support group for caregivers. It is an outlet for spouses with loved ones going through chronic illnesses and disease. Faith, Hope and Ribbons can be found at https://www.facebook.com/groups/504238456262511/?ref=ts&fref=ts
Jay and his wife, Karen have had their share of ups and down with medical issues but always come out on top with a positive attitude and a willingness to help others.
Karen has started a support group for caregivers. It is an outlet for spouses with loved ones going through chronic illnesses and disease. Faith, Hope and Ribbons can be found at https://www.facebook.com/groups/504238456262511/?ref=ts&fref=ts
Here is Jay's story...
For most of my
adult life, the worst I had ever suffered was having severe asthma attacks and
bronchitis, and a touch of pneumonia. Oh, and a nasty bout of chicken pox when
I was 19, NINETEEN!!!
My work history mainly surrounded doing retail sales and customer service, so stress was definitely nothing new in my line of work. I met my wife in 1993, and we corresponded for 3 years before actually meeting IRL (in real life). November of 1996, we married, and began our quest down that marriage road.
My life has had its shares of ups and downs. Building homes in Mexico, celebrating our 10 year anniversary, finding out we were expecting our 1st child (after 10 years of trying), rebuilding homes in Mississippi, discovering we were expecting our 2nd child not long after our first child was born, and going through the enlistment process with the National Guard are just a few of the great UP memories I have. The 13 stars I have tattooed on my left arm are a reminder of my life since being married in 1996.
During my enlistment process, the military doctor at MEPS told me that during the physical, I had elevated blood pressure, and asked if I had taken any protein supplements or anything prior to the physical. That was a shock to me, as I had never had any problems with my blood pressure. This was in March 2009. I went to my PCP, and he noticed my blood pressure was elevated, but passed it off and told me not to worry, it is in the OK range, so off I went. A few months later, as we were moving toArizona , I started
noticing headaches and vision problems. We passed it off as stress related to
moving (which is another story in and of itself), and because the line of work
I was currently doing revolved around spending 8+ hours in front of a computer
monitor or 2 or 3, it was relative to eye strain and fatigue. Again we
dismissed it. As we settled in Arizona ,
the vision problems got weirder, when I started experiencing problems with
distinguishing between the color blue and green. When making the formula bottles
for our youngest, my wife would remind me that I was putting the wrong color
cap on the bottle (putting blue on green and vice versa). We laughed at that,
and just thought that was part of the oddity with my eye strain. We made a
point to go see an optometrist when we came back to California (as we had family friends we
visited often). By this time, my vision suffered greatly, where it became
nearly impossible to drive at night.
July 2009 was when I was initially diagnosed with ITP with counts down to 21 alongside developing kidney disease and high blood pressure/hypertension. The ER doctors could not figure out what was going on, nor explain why my body was literally shutting down. The doctors took my wife aside and told her that, in their opinion, I was not going to survive the night based on the lab work and prognosis they had in front of them. I spent 3 weeks in the hospital, going through 16 plasmapharesis treatments, and left with my counts at about 187. We rested a couple of days before trekking back toArizona , back
to our home.
Getting back to "normal" took some time. I suffered some nerve damage from the ITP, as well as some calcium deposits in my knee and finger joints with the kidney failure. Playing with the kids was not the same, getting around with ease was not the same, as I had to walk with a cane, or when things got worse, use a wheelchair. We relatively eased back to normal life, and I even started working part time again. We thought everything was good; we knew what signs to look for with ITP and with my blood pressure under control, I was on the road to full recovery.
May 23rd, 2011 is a day of infamy for me. I was working with a social media company, and had my foot in the door to getting into the "thick" of the business. I wasn't feeling too good, but not enough to worry about, so I left that morning to meet my boss at the new office building. I straightway went to work, getting the network connections going, and connecting the computers/laptops for internet service. I felt flush and tired, but thought it was simply because of just how much energy I was spending in a room that didn't have sufficient air conditioning. We stopped around 12PM and decided to go to Subway for lunch. I felt sicker than before, even my boss noticed it, but I trudged on. I barely finished my lunch, and my head was pounding even worse. I told my boss I was done for the day, and needed to get some rest for tomorrow. So off I went to go home, but soon as I got home, I told my wife I wasn't feeling good, and thought I should go to the ER, against her better judgment.
My plate count was 18, my blood pressure was 220/140, and the ER staff was hard pressed to try and fix one thing without losing sight or control of the other. My first week in the ICU was filled with high doses of steroids, rituxan, pain meds, blood pressure meds, and countless vampire bites. I was there for 3 months, endured almost 3 dozen plasmapharesis treatments, almost as many dialysis treatments, 4 rituxan treatments, a BMB (bone marrow biopsy), and enough tests and x-rays to fund buying our own house, car, and a few luxury toys.
Here I am, 14 months in remission, and things are coasting. My plates are stable for now, my blood pressure fluctuates, but all in all, it is going good. Now, to deal with my shoulder pain, and dealing with which arm to fix first.
Peace, love, and high plates!
My work history mainly surrounded doing retail sales and customer service, so stress was definitely nothing new in my line of work. I met my wife in 1993, and we corresponded for 3 years before actually meeting IRL (in real life). November of 1996, we married, and began our quest down that marriage road.
My life has had its shares of ups and downs. Building homes in Mexico, celebrating our 10 year anniversary, finding out we were expecting our 1st child (after 10 years of trying), rebuilding homes in Mississippi, discovering we were expecting our 2nd child not long after our first child was born, and going through the enlistment process with the National Guard are just a few of the great UP memories I have. The 13 stars I have tattooed on my left arm are a reminder of my life since being married in 1996.
During my enlistment process, the military doctor at MEPS told me that during the physical, I had elevated blood pressure, and asked if I had taken any protein supplements or anything prior to the physical. That was a shock to me, as I had never had any problems with my blood pressure. This was in March 2009. I went to my PCP, and he noticed my blood pressure was elevated, but passed it off and told me not to worry, it is in the OK range, so off I went. A few months later, as we were moving to
July 2009 was when I was initially diagnosed with ITP with counts down to 21 alongside developing kidney disease and high blood pressure/hypertension. The ER doctors could not figure out what was going on, nor explain why my body was literally shutting down. The doctors took my wife aside and told her that, in their opinion, I was not going to survive the night based on the lab work and prognosis they had in front of them. I spent 3 weeks in the hospital, going through 16 plasmapharesis treatments, and left with my counts at about 187. We rested a couple of days before trekking back to
Getting back to "normal" took some time. I suffered some nerve damage from the ITP, as well as some calcium deposits in my knee and finger joints with the kidney failure. Playing with the kids was not the same, getting around with ease was not the same, as I had to walk with a cane, or when things got worse, use a wheelchair. We relatively eased back to normal life, and I even started working part time again. We thought everything was good; we knew what signs to look for with ITP and with my blood pressure under control, I was on the road to full recovery.
May 23rd, 2011 is a day of infamy for me. I was working with a social media company, and had my foot in the door to getting into the "thick" of the business. I wasn't feeling too good, but not enough to worry about, so I left that morning to meet my boss at the new office building. I straightway went to work, getting the network connections going, and connecting the computers/laptops for internet service. I felt flush and tired, but thought it was simply because of just how much energy I was spending in a room that didn't have sufficient air conditioning. We stopped around 12PM and decided to go to Subway for lunch. I felt sicker than before, even my boss noticed it, but I trudged on. I barely finished my lunch, and my head was pounding even worse. I told my boss I was done for the day, and needed to get some rest for tomorrow. So off I went to go home, but soon as I got home, I told my wife I wasn't feeling good, and thought I should go to the ER, against her better judgment.
My plate count was 18, my blood pressure was 220/140, and the ER staff was hard pressed to try and fix one thing without losing sight or control of the other. My first week in the ICU was filled with high doses of steroids, rituxan, pain meds, blood pressure meds, and countless vampire bites. I was there for 3 months, endured almost 3 dozen plasmapharesis treatments, almost as many dialysis treatments, 4 rituxan treatments, a BMB (bone marrow biopsy), and enough tests and x-rays to fund buying our own house, car, and a few luxury toys.
Here I am, 14 months in remission, and things are coasting. My plates are stable for now, my blood pressure fluctuates, but all in all, it is going good. Now, to deal with my shoulder pain, and dealing with which arm to fix first.
Peace, love, and high plates!
Friday, October 19, 2012
A Voice for ITPers
Dale Paynter is our special guest today. He has been very instrumental in getting the word out about ITP.
Dale started an ITP Support Group for the Toronto area in Canada and has done a number of interviews with the local media. He has also participated in the PDSA conferences here in the USA.
Hats off to this wonderful man and all the great work he has done for all ITPers.
I guess it is my chance to add my
mild little story to Greta’s wonderful blog – should be doing something while
we are sitting here at the Hospital getting IVIg. Those who know me agree I can
ramble on, so you might need to grab a drink and/or a snack to get through
this….sorry.
My low platelet condition was
discovered in the spring 2010 in an annual company medical (70 at the
time). My numbers continued to drop into
the 30s and I was referred to a hematologist that same fall. We tried
Dexamethasone to see if that would raise my numbers to no avail. She then
conducted bone marrow tests and specifically found I have a protein clone that
is attacking my platelets. It is a bit
unsettling when the first time you hear of a rare condition, you are told you
have it. A great deal of time was spent scouring the internet to find
absolutely everything about ITP.
Before my referral, I did a lot of
thinking about a specific cause of my numbers. Looking back at old medical
records showed 400 in 2007 and 150 in 2009. I had a bruising from a hockey
injury about the same time as my 2010 medical – was this a cause or a
symptom? I had a large weight loss three
years ago; did this trigger something? I
was a chronic worrier - is ITP stress induced? I have done a lot of youth
volunteering with some tasks requiring long, late hours at certain times of
year – did I burn myself out? I may
never know if it is one thing or a combination of things; many of us never
will.
My numbers were somewhat stable in
the 30 range without treatment, but I was concerned about an upcoming winter
golf vacation in South Carolina with my 20 year old son. To be in another
country (even the United States) with a different medical system was a concern
should something happen. My hematologist suggested that we try IVIg to see how
that would work, even short term. This was covered here in Canada, so we gave
it a try. Four days put me back over 350 –
did we the find the silver bullet first time? As we all know, IVIg is only temporary,
but still we had something that worked if we needed. That took so much off of my mind.
My haematologist has suggested that I
would be a good candidate for a splenectomy, but that talk has been less
recently. I visited a friend who is a
local naturopath about a year ago - we found a number of food allergies and
also diagnosed Candida. We successfully
conducted several treatments to eliminate these, but this did not improve my
platelet levels.
Over the past 20 months, I have had
CBCs every two to three weeks, and IVIg for two mornings every four to six
weeks when my numbers have been below 30 (lowest test ever 15). I have zero
side effects from the treatments, and get really strange looks from all of the
nurses when I say I am heading back to work.
Sometimes I wonder about trying some of the other treatments, but many
are not available, approved or covered here in Canada. We will be working on changing those kind of
things up over time.
There are some things that we can
obviously no longer do (play hockey) and we need to pay attention to tasks at
work and home, but we are still active. I am volunteering with kids hockey
(managing…off the ice), biking in the summer and curling in the winter (it is
Canada). I own golf clubs, but they
aren’t very good.
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Back when I was first diagnosed two
years ago, my hematologist gave me a small brochure that has ultimately changed
everything and given me direction now that my sons are grown and off to
university. Many of you know of my deepening
interest and involvement with the Platelet Disorder Support Association in the
US. Without being on a soapbox here, I
can’t say enough about how PDSA and the people there have helped many of us
with ITP. My first conference in Boston
in 2011 was magic. It was just so great to for the first time meet and talk
with people live who have the same condition.
I now facilitate one of two PDSA
support groups in Canada, drawing attendees from all over the Greater Toronto
Area. I have completed television, video and newspaper interviews in Canada and
the US, as well as had the opportunity to speak at the 2012 Conference in
Denver. My sights are set on establishing a ‘new’ regional fundraising event,
and getting charitable donation status here in Canada.
Social networking has been a godsend
in learning how many others really have this, and how other people have been
treated and how they have responded, favourably or unfavourably. I can’t imagine how difficult it would have
been to be alone with this. I can’t say thank you enough to my worldwide ITP
family.
Once again this is not about me. I
have been able to manage all of this; I am fortunate that I have few (if any)
of the other physical symptoms or medication requirements of a great number of
the people I have met worldwide who have ITP.
It is SO important to get our word out, so our numbers know they are
anything but alone.
My wife and I consider it lucky to
have found this when we did and that I am being looked after before it could
have been much worse or even too late. It has corrected some priorities.
See you in Washington in July.
DP
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Be Positive!!!
Keith Hart has a magical way of adding humor and good cheer in conversations we have in our Facebook groups.
His positive attitude makes him a wonderful role model for all ITPers.
Here is his story.....
His positive attitude makes him a wonderful role model for all ITPers.
Here is his story.....
New Years Eve of ’03, I
woke up with red spots on my hands. As the day went on, I noticed more and more
spots on my hands and arms. I was able to stay awake to ring in the New Year,
but felt unusually fatigued. Getting ready for bed, I noticed more red spots on
my feet and some dark spots in my mouth. Not thinking it would be too serious,
and being too tired to do anything about it anyways, I went to sleep. I woke up
a few hours later very nauseous and vomiting blood. Trying to get the taste of
blood out of my mouth, I brushed my teeth, only to make my gums bleed. By this
time, I realized that this was getting more serious. But I didn’t want to wake
anyone up to take me to the emergency room. And I was just so tired that I just
went back to sleep.
The next morning, I was
covered with red spots, and the spots in my mouth grew to about an inch in
diameter; including one on my tongue. Happy New Year to me!! My mother was
staying with us for New Year’s, and she had seen those same spots over 25 years
earlier on my brother. With a look of horror on her face she said, “It’s ITP”.
At the age of 12, my brother was diagnosed with ITP. After spending 3 months
with critically low platelets his ITP went away just as quickly as it appeared.
We never saw anything like it again, until now.
So off to the emergency
room I went. My platelet count was below 10k (normal range: 150k to 450k). I
found out that the red spots were petechiae. They sent me home, telling me to
be very careful about… everything. I was to set up an appointment with my
regular doctor. And if I had any more bleeding, I was to return to the ER
immediately.
The day of my
appointment (about a week later), I had blood in my urine and was hospitalized.
The next few days were spent trying to control any and all bleeding: peeing
blood, bloody nose, and coughing up blood. As bag after bag of platelets were
being pumped into me, my platelet counts ranged from 7k to less than 1k.
After two weeks in the
hospital and several treatment options (prednisone, dexamethasone, IVIG,
Vincristine, WinRho), the bleeding was under control, but the counts were still
down. I was told that the next step was a splenectomy. A CT scan showed that I had several
accessory spleens. Apparently, it’s not uncommon for people to have one or two
accessory spleens. As a joke, I requested that the surgeon get an accurate
count of my spleens because I thought I had a record and wanted to submit a
claim to Guinness.
As I woke up from
surgery, my hematologist told me that I may have gotten my wish. At that time,
he said I had “hundreds” of spleens. He also said that the surgeon was
“stressed out” during the surgery and had to step away from the operating table
for a bit. The best I can tell, besides the primary spleen, there were about
two dozen small spleens scattered around, and at least 80 to 100 tiny spleens
in my omentum. Guinness eventually determined that they could not confirm that
I was born with any of my accessory spleens, so my claim was rejected.
Apparently, splenosis clusters like this have been documented in accident
victims whose spleens have ruptured. Splenic tissue can revascularize if it
ends up somewhere it can attach and feed.
Within hours after my
splenectomy, my counts started to climb. Three days later, I was at 420k.
Another two weeks later, I was at 989k. Eventually, my counts settled back down
to around 450k and stayed there for two and a half years.
Then one morning, after
a couple years of blissful remission… I saw petechiae on my feet. The rollercoaster
continued…
But like my blood type
(B+), I choose to “Be Positive”.
Friday, October 5, 2012
Showing Off Our Purple Spirit
September was ITP Awareness Month
What a blast we had spreading the word about ITP and showing off our Purple Spirit on the 28th (US) and 30th (UK). But it was not limited to just the US and UK. Around the world, ITPers have shown their support in spreading the word. For example. support groups through PDSA are being set up in Canada. In Germany, there was a ITP Awareness Day and as you will see in Muhammad Tahir's picture, World Platelet Day reached all the corners of the world. Wow, what great bunch of people spreading the word!
Lynda VanderBilt is the captain of our cheer leading squad so she will take our show from here.
Give me a P.......
Give me a L.......
Give me an A.....
Give me a T........
Give me an E......
Give me a L........
Give me another E
Give me a T.........
Give me a P...O....W...E...R
What have you got?
PLATELET POWER!!!!
Amy Sellers Hudson and her football pro, Branden
Arnold Schwartz at the Cardio
Caroline Burkat Hall in her purple pajama top
Dale Paynter got his whole office in on the fun
Elaine Twohig Odriscoll is pretty in purple
Emily McTyre wearing her favorite purple shirt and holding her favorite little boy, grandson Josh
Genevieve Kilianek created this beautiful bow
Grandma, Avery and Brandy DeWitt
Hayley Shimanek's Labs Cocoa and Diesel sport purple for platelets
Jackie Fiamengo-Sunara and Darla got dressed up too
Jay Jacinto sporting his 'got platelets' hat
Jenn Briggs and Sugar
Samuel Lollman didn't need to buy a purple shirt!
Katybeth Jimenez looks good in purple
Linda McGuirl, purple from head to toe
Linda Eschen even color co-ordinated the wall to match her purple spirit
Lisa Cassella and granddaughter Sophia sporting their purple
The purple highlights look great with Margie Doman's red hair
Jaxen Ford was supported by his whole school
Ros Bryan, our sassy Aussie
Muhammad Tahir is a fighter, ITP cannot stop him!
Larry Lee sporting his GOT PLATELETS bracelet from PDSA
Kim Barthels Purple Platelet Power "I have ITP, but it doesn't have me! 21 years!
There were many more of us sporting purple for platelets, sorry I could not include everyone.
Just wait til next year!!!
Thursday, September 27, 2012
How My Body Tried to Kill Me
This article is from the Feeling Fit supplement in the August 9 edition of the Charlotte Sun newspaper published in Port Charlotte, Florida.
The article was found by Tom Schilling's sister who lives in that community. She passed it on to him and he passed it to me. Bob Massey graciously gave his permission to share his story with all of you.
ITP is everywhere and it is great to see information being passed along to raise awareness....
A
blood disorder started as a nosebleed – and almost ended in death
By BOB MASSEY
Feeling Fit Correspondent
Three
years ago, for reasons I (or the doctors) could not fathom, my body tried to
kill itself. Not intentionally, mind you – but I came very close to being dead
all the same.
Here’s
how it could have went down: Sunday
morning. My then-10-year-old boy wakes up to spend another father-son day with
dad. What he finds is me, unconscious or – more likely – dead, lying in a pool
of blood.
And
it started with a nosebleed.
Seeing red
I
didn’t think much of it when I blew my nose into a tissue and noticed some
blood. After all, it wasn’t running or dripping. But as the morning progressed,
it was getting thicker, which turned out to be from blood drying on this inside
of my nostrils.
At
lunch time, I happened to glance at the back of my hand, only to see a red
striated rash, under the skin. My son, Patrick (who even then wanted to be a
neurologist and often corrects me on medical points) was worried. He told me a
clot could be causing my symptoms, and was no longer enjoying our day together.
He wanted me to go to a hospital. For goodness’ sake, I reasoned, it’s a nosebleed and a rash. How bad could it be?
I
was about to find out.
When blood doesn’t count
It
took a fair amount of convincing to get me to the emergency room at Charlotte
Regional Medical Center in Punta Gorda. It’s a good thing I went when I did.
The staff got hold of infectious disease specialist Dr. Mark Asperilla – who
raced to the ER when he heard the results of my blood work.
The
platelets in human blood are what allow it to clot. A normal platelet count is
150,000 to 400,000. Mine was 3,000. What I had mistaken for a rash was actually
a series of tiny bruises called petechiae, caused by blood leaking from my
capillaries.
I
was slowly bleeding to death.
Asperilla
later confessed that when he realized what my platelet count was that Saturday
night, he was doubtful I would live. He said few people in that condition
actually make it.
I
was supposed to be given transfusions of platelets – five units all together –
but the hospital didn’t have any. Some
were sent from Orlando, which only had three. It took another day to receive
the final two.
The
question Asperilla needed to answer was: Was my bone marrow failing to produce
platelets, or were they being produced but destroyed before they could
function?
But
he had already suspected it was the latter. He had actually diagnosed the
illness immediately, but waited for test results to make it official.
It’s
called ITP. (More completely, it’s idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura – which
is why I went right for the acronym.) The name means an abnormally low platelet
count (thrombocytopenia) marked by bruising (purpura) due to an unknown cause
(idiopathy).
There
is little information about ITP because it’s still such a mystery – although
there is a push for more research in the United States and in the United
Kingdom, since the disease can affect children. Fortunately, it was mine alone,
and can’t be passed from one person to another.
The treatment roller coaster
Asperilla
called in a hematologist and oncologist, Dr. Antonio Gabarda, who prescribed a
bone marrow aspiration, in which a 2mm cylinder of bone is extracted and
examined. It is rumored to be one of the most painful procedures you can have,
and I won’t argue.
As
it turned out, my spleen was destroying my platelets – treating them as foreign
invaders and sending antibodies with express instructions to annihilate them.
True
to its idiopathic nature, the cause – how I got ITP in the first place – is
something the physicians were never able to figure out. The usual suspects were
being an alcoholic or an illegal drug user, or suffering some kind of body
trauma (such as would occur in a car wreck). I failed in all of those. That
left only two other possibilities: a virus – or cancer.
Now
28,000 platelets strong, Gabarda put me on a regimen of steroids, which were
supposed to bond with the platelets to protect them. Except the next day’s
count had gone down again to 24,000 platelets.
Not
only that, the meds shot my blood sugar sky high, making me semi-diabetic. I
was getting my finger pricked for a blood glucose test every hour for two days,
then before every meal. Another doctor put me on medication for blood pressure
– which had been on the high end of normal before going into the hospital – in
order to keep me from losing my vision.
I
was beginning to feel that whatever cosmic warranty I had on my body was
beginning to run out.
There
was good news, however: Tests for cancer came back negative. The best Asperilla
could figure is the ITP was triggered by a virus. That was his best guess,
anyway.
A costly cure
Short
of having my spleen removed (which was the next step), Gabarda prescribed a
medication called WinRho. I had a dose and a half over the course of two days.
For about 10 minutes after the first dose, I had a reaction – violent chills
and teeth-jarring shaking as well as radiating aches. But that was nothing
compared to my reaction to the price of the medication: $8,000 a dose.
But
my platelet count went up to 26,000 – so the WinRho did the trick.
I
had been admitted on Saturday and was discharged on Thursday. Things could only
get better. Or so I thought.
My
first post-hospital blood test was glorious – a platelet count of 260,000! The
original plan was to wean me off the steroids in two weeks, but Asperilla
decided to keep me on it for another two months. It puffed up my cheeks and
caused to live as if I were diabetic: blood glucose tests, insulin shots if
necessary, 2,000-calorie diet, the works. I also had to watch out for illness,
since the steroids were suppressing my immune system, making me vulnerable to a
host of problems. If I developed an infection, for instance, my body would
probably not have responded in a predictable manner. It might have bypassed
warning signs such as a fever, and I wouldn’t know I was even sick until I was really sick.
As
it turned out, Asperilla’s decision to keep me on steroids was a wise one. A
blood test taken two weeks after my discharge showed a platelet count of
134,000 – slightly below normal, though not dangerous. Unless it became normal,
the spleen removal strategy was still on the table.
Eventually,
it did – my blood has remained normal, and the symptoms never returned. And I’m
grateful to Asperilla and Gabarda for saving my life, not to mention the
wonderful care I received at the hands of the other medical professionals who
attended to me.
Perhaps
one day we’ll understand more about it. As a near-victim myself, I’d like to
know.
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Rachel Pagano Chahir is a very familiar name to many folks. She has been a voice on many of the ITP Support Groups and has helped us to see this disease through her eyes.
Rachel is also very busy spreading the word about ITP and made "GOT PLATELET HATS" to share with us. Through this endeavor, she also set us a contribution page through PDSA to raise funds during ITP Awareness Month. If you would like to contribute to this worthy cause, check out her donor page at http://pdsa.donorpages.com/HelpRachelChahirFightITP2012/
Another project under way is the
Rachel and Linda Guy McGuirl are going to have a table set up at the festival with information on ITP.
It will be on Sunday, September 23 at St. Patrick's Basilica Youth Center, 268 Mulberry Street (between Houston and Prince) New York City.
The American Red Cross will be there for folks to donate blood. Blood is in short supply. Call 1-800-Red-Cross to make an appointment or to get information sent to you. All donors will receive free cannoli!
Join in with the fun, food and festivities at the San Gennaro Feast, learn a little something and donate some blood while you're there too.
https://www.facebook.com/events/348196801939778/
A MESSAGE FROM RACHEL:
Rachel is also very busy spreading the word about ITP and made "GOT PLATELET HATS" to share with us. Through this endeavor, she also set us a contribution page through PDSA to raise funds during ITP Awareness Month. If you would like to contribute to this worthy cause, check out her donor page at http://pdsa.donorpages.com/HelpRachelChahirFightITP2012/
Another project under way is the
Rachel and Linda Guy McGuirl are going to have a table set up at the festival with information on ITP.
It will be on Sunday, September 23 at St. Patrick's Basilica Youth Center, 268 Mulberry Street (between Houston and Prince) New York City.
The American Red Cross will be there for folks to donate blood. Blood is in short supply. Call 1-800-Red-Cross to make an appointment or to get information sent to you. All donors will receive free cannoli!
Join in with the fun, food and festivities at the San Gennaro Feast, learn a little something and donate some blood while you're there too.
https://www.facebook.com/events/348196801939778/
A MESSAGE FROM RACHEL:
My name is Rachel Pagano-Chahir, I was born in Long Island to an Italian-American family and then by two years old we came back to Brooklyn where our relatives lived and we could have a real sense of neighborhood. From my early childhood I always knew I wanted to help, so I decided I was either going to become a Nun or go into medicine. I chose the later and became an RN in 1981. This was a dream come true cause I had a job that I really loved and gave me great pleasure. I found great comfort in helping others get well, understanding their conditions and being able to to heal. As I kept a very busy pace working 3 days a week 12 hour shifts, caring for a disabled husband, a mother who had cirrhosis of the liver and my father who had early dementia and raising my son, while volunteering for McDonald house foster home program & Covenant house, it wasn't unusual that at times I felt very tired and fatigued.
What surprised me the most was when in December of 2002 I was hanging my decorations for the Christmas season, when I slipped off a ladder and slid down, I didn't think much of it. Getting dressed the next morning my entire leg was black not on one spot you could see my skin, thinking I must have had bad fall then, I continued on my day. As I brushed my teeth, blood started to squirt out from the inside corner where your jaw meets, again I said what? and in a hurry I dealt it off to a period problem..Later that day at work I felt completely cold especially my hands and feet. It went on for days like this and the bruise on my leg wasn't clearing. I went my GP who was a co-worker and friend and she said, of course you are runned down, look at the schedule you keep, the fall you took, you really need to eat better and make sure you take your vitamins. Well we left it at that.
After months of me becoming a walking "poster woman for domestic abuse" because of all the bruising I finally said I think its time for a second opinion and looked to get in with a hematologist. Much to my surprise his first reaction was I think you have "ITP" but I would like to run more test and do a Bone Marrow to rule out the "L' conditions. My world and the life that I had lived changed from that day forward...I didn't get diagnosed till 2006 andstarted treatments IVIG, steroids. I had an TIA and partial loss of vision in my left eye, I was depressed, weak and fatigued. I spent most of my days laying down or sitting and could only do things for a short time. I had brain fog.
What surprised me the most was when in December of 2002 I was hanging my decorations for the Christmas season, when I slipped off a ladder and slid down, I didn't think much of it. Getting dressed the next morning my entire leg was black not on one spot you could see my skin, thinking I must have had bad fall then, I continued on my day. As I brushed my teeth, blood started to squirt out from the inside corner where your jaw meets, again I said what? and in a hurry I dealt it off to a period problem..Later that day at work I felt completely cold especially my hands and feet. It went on for days like this and the bruise on my leg wasn't clearing. I went my GP who was a co-worker and friend and she said, of course you are runned down, look at the schedule you keep, the fall you took, you really need to eat better and make sure you take your vitamins. Well we left it at that.
After months of me becoming a walking "poster woman for domestic abuse" because of all the bruising I finally said I think its time for a second opinion and looked to get in with a hematologist. Much to my surprise his first reaction was I think you have "ITP" but I would like to run more test and do a Bone Marrow to rule out the "L' conditions. My world and the life that I had lived changed from that day forward...I didn't get diagnosed till 2006 andstarted treatments IVIG, steroids. I had an TIA and partial loss of vision in my left eye, I was depressed, weak and fatigued. I spent most of my days laying down or sitting and could only do things for a short time. I had brain fog.
How can this happen to me I said? I'm the one that takes care of everyone, now I'm on the other side and this wasn't my life anymore, it was an ITP life. Trying to gain some control I opted to have a spleenectomy 8/15/12 at age 52. Well after 3 months, it didn't work I'm back to being refractory. I will not give up, but if ITP is what I have to live with I am going to direct my anger, my sadness, my caring nature to spreading awareness to those that might have and don't know and to the world and doctors that need to learn and push for more research.
Thus for September ITP awareness month, my son who does graphic design and studying Architecture helped me put together ITP Awareness caps "GOT PLATELETS?" So we can spread the word and bring the nation of rare blood disorders. They are my way of giving back to PDSA & fellow ITP'ers and support groups for their unending hope, knowledge and support.
Thus for September ITP awareness month, my son who does graphic design and studying Architecture helped me put together ITP Awareness caps "GOT PLATELETS?" So we can spread the word and bring the nation of rare blood disorders. They are my way of giving back to PDSA & fellow ITP'ers and support groups for their unending hope, knowledge and support.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
September is ITP Awareness Month
September is ITP Awareness Month. Many of the members of the
ITP and Me support group are truly in the spirit of showing off our purple
for this month.
What can you do to help spread awareness?
These suggestions are
from PDSA website. (Platelet Disorder Support Association.) http://www.pdsa.org
• Distribute PDSA Brochures to doctors'
offices, pharmacies, hospitals, libraries.
• Attend a local support group meeting –
bring a family member or friend.
See a list of support groups and meeting dates by clicking here.
See a list of support groups and meeting dates by clicking here.
• Participate in our 3rd National
Walk/Run: Pump it up for Platelets ~ for a world free of ITP.
See a list of participating sites by clicking here.
See a list of participating sites by clicking here.
• Contact local civic clubs and offer to
speak about your personal experience with ITP.
• Coordinate a display at a health fair,
store, or hospital.
• Ask your city government to publicly
acknowledge ITP Awareness MonthSM.
• Share information about ITP Awareness
MonthSM with your contacts on Facebook, Twitter and other online
sites.
PDSA has done so much for ITP awareness, research and
recognition. They worked very hard to get ITP Awareness Month recognized.
Their website has invaluable information for ITPers,
caregivers and anyone who wants to know what ITP is.
Thank you PDSA for all you have done and continue to do for us!!
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